Monday, July 5, 2010

The End?

Just got back from an early dinner with Emily and Vincent. They're heading back home later tonight, so they decided to treat me to Olive Garden. I'm just glad Em's still willing to talk to me after my little freak out on the phone the other day about Amelia... Really going to miss her now that she's leaving again. It was really nice seeing her and her husband. I remember back when I was a kid and thought her last name would end up O'Connor. Instead it's Ellison... Still, he's a nice guy and I can see now that Emily's better of with him, and I'm better with Amelia.

Speaking of, I'd like to thank you all for the kind thoughts in the comments. Amelia's mother is recovering alright. Broke several bones, bad internal bleeding, but she should pull through. Amelia is planning on staying there until the end of the week. All safe and sound.

...I feel I should admit something to you all. I'm considering stopping writing on this blog. No offense, but between TheArsonist and the comments that sum up to "ZOMG your world is ending soon", Dreams In Darkness has not done much for my mental health. Ted's death was bad enough, and I feel like this blog only makes it worse. I'm not blaming anyone. It's just...

I thought I saw him at the Olive Garden, outside a window. It turned out it was just a businessman and woman on their way in to have a lunch meeting. I nearly went running out the front door when I saw them. That isn't right. That isn't sane. Who can you trust when you can't trust yourself?

Fuck, I should probably delete that last paragraph. I'm sure you're all giddy to hear me say I thought I saw him. Next you're going to tell me to videotape myself and start running away from every tree or other tall, thin object...


  1. I sure wasn't giddy, I felt terrible actually, I actually think you should try to live your life as normally as possible, going crazy and barricading yourself in a homemade bomb shelter only means that he/it wins. You aren't gonna let that freaking mannequin win are you? And when you do see it/he, your gonna take that 22. and blow his/it's head off while laughing.

    1. That's the spirit! ^-^

    2. xD Yeah, you show him how a bullet tastes!

      Wait, didn't they try that in a vlog? Didn't stop the man/thing... Well, at least it'll make you FEEL big. :D

  2. Damien, dude. I don't really know you, but I feel like I do, and even if it's not a real bond, I just want you to know that I'm concerned for your welfare, along with the other regular commenters on your blog.
    Whatever you choose to do, I hope it's the right choice.

  3. Well at least keep blogging? ;___;

  4. Listen.
    Uhm... one of your friends has already died.
    If theArsonist is trying to help you, like he says he is, then maybe you should look at it from a different perspective, aside from Slenderman (because Slenderman is a myth, right?).
    Please take care of Amelia.
    I am worried for her.
    Ted's killer is still out there, and between them and TheArsonist, someone is after YOU, not homosexuals.

    If I were you, I would listen to any warnings that were thrown out.
    I mean, I wouldn't, 'cause I would probably appreciate TheArsonist's cryptic annoying low-pitched help, but have you thought of calling the police to have them trace for threats/ harassment?

  5. I second what Jonathan says. I only started following your blog last week, but I'm concerned for your safety!! And I hate to bring up theArsonist, but, according to his latest entry, apparently you are the key to ending all of this.

  6. (E)mily and (V)incent (E)llison

  7. Disregard all of my comments after the 9th of June. Somebody hacked it right up. Also, don't worry about Slender Man or whatever. There's no such thing as Slen